Chapter 1: Reborn From The Ashes
Citrine's POV
It wasn't until the cold scalpel pierced my chest that I finally understood, someone raised you for twenty-five years not because he loved you, but because he was waiting for you to grow into a detachable organ.
At the age of twenty-eight, I was strapped to the operating table.
The blinding light from the overhead operating lights made it impossible for me to open my eyes.
The anesthetic was wearing off slowly.
Thus, I felt with perfect clarity that the sharp scalpel cut through my skin, sliced through my flesh, and even pried open my sternum.
Each time, the pain made my whole body spasm.
But I couldn't even struggle.
Blood dripped down the edge of the operating table. It had been gradually drained away, just like my feelings for the Iversons over these years.
And the man who sent me to hell by his own hands was Sawyer Iverson, whom I had called father for twenty-five years.
To save their biological daughter, Jeanette, they wouldn't even wait for a legal donor match. Without a shred of hesitation, they ordered the surgeon to hollow me out.
"Citrine," Sawyer stood outside the glass window, his gaze as cold as if he were looking at a piece of scrap. "Jeanette’s condition can’t wait any longer."
"The doctors found her heart disease right after I brought her back. She needs a healthy heart."
"We quietly ran a donor match using you back then. You happen to be a perfect fit."
He spoke with an air of condescending pity.
"Don't forget, you're just an orphan adopted by the Iversons."
"If it weren't for us, you would have frozen to death on the streets years ago."
"Now, it's your turn to repay this family."
Repay?
My eyes widened as tears slipped down the corners of my eyes.
So that was all I was to them.
My twenty-five years of companionship. My twenty-five years of obedience. In the end, it all boiled down to a single heart—just to save Jeanette, their long-lost daughter.
When I was a child, Sawyer and I had a warm and loving time together. However, when he found his long-lost biological daughter Jeanette, I became a worthless piece of trash.
My favorite toys became hers.
My bedroom became hers.
My birthday party was turned into her welcome-home banquet.
And I...
I went from being the heiress of the Iverson family to a disposable outsider who could be sacrificed at any moment.
As long as Jeanette shed a single tear, every mistake became my fault.
As long as Jeanette suffered the slightest grievance, I was forced to drop to my knees and apologize.
Over the years, she stole my friends, my fiancé, and everything that was mine. She even framed me for her own wrongdoings, time and time again.
Yet, I was foolish enough to believe that if I were just a little better, a little more obedient, they would love me again.
How laughable.
It wasn't until today that I realized they never had any intention of loving me.
They adopted me only because Jeanette needed a heart.
As I took my final, agonizing breaths, Jeanette walked up to my bedside. Dressed in a flawless white gown, she looked just like an angel. Bending down, she whispered into my ear with pure, unadulterated malice:
"Dear sister, do you want to know a secret? You’re not some homeless stray. Your biological father is actually the 'Butcher of Wall Street,' the richest man in the country—Raymond Carmichael. What a pity you’ll have to take this secret to hell with you."
Shocked.
Furious.
And I felt consuming hatred.
If I had my own father, why would I have to endure so much neglect and abuse in the Iverson family?
If they were unwilling to accept me, why didn't they tell me the truth and let me leave?
I hated the Iversons for their cruelty, but I hated myself even more for my past weakness and stupidity. Yearning for a drop of pathetic familial affection, I had spent over a decade letting them pull my strings, enduring Jeanette's endless framing and sabotage, only to end up dead on a cold steel table.
After the last drop of blood had drained away, I finally died. But my eyes, filled with hatred, could not close.
If I ever got a second chance, I swore I would never play the part of the submissive, helpless victim again.
...
"Citrine Iverson, apologize!"
A harsh, booming roar snapped me out of the endless darkness.
My eyes flew open. My vision blurred momentarily before adjusting to the snow-white walls and the sharp, stinging smell of antiseptic. I was in Havencrest General Hospital. Lowering my gaze, I looked down at my faded black jacket and jeans. Seventeen.
What? Wasn't I dead?
I stood there, stunned, unable to comprehend what was happening.
Until...rebirth! I got reborn?!
I had actually traveled back in time to when I was seventeen, exactly six months after being brought back from abroad!
Right now, I was kneeling on the freezing tile floor of a VIP hospital room. Not far away, Jeanette was sobbing pitifully in our adoptive mother Arlene's arms, her face as pale as a fragile white lotus. Just moments ago, she had thrown herself down the stairs and erased the security footage that incriminated her, pinning the entire blame on me.
In my past life, I had desperately shaken my head, weeping and crying out that it wasn't me, only to receive the collective disgust of the family and a brutal slap from my adoptive father.
"I told you to apologize to your sister! Are you deaf?!" Sawyer Iverson’s face, twisted with utter loathing, closed in on me as he raised his right hand high.
Deaf? My right ear was indeed deaf.
When I was fifteen, Sawyer wanted to acquire a company and took Jeanette and me with him to the negotiations. Of course, I served as the maid of Jeanette.
No one expected that a conflict broke out during the negotiations. A man picked up a vase and was about to smash it at Sawyer. It was I who pushed him away without thinking.
And what did he do? He completely ignored me with my face covered in blood, and only cared about holding and comforting the screaming Jeanette.
After that, I spent a week in the hospital, and my right ear almost completely lost its hearing.
Thinking of the sincerity that was trampled on in my past life, my eyes grew colder and colder.
Instead of trembling and cowering like I did before, I stood up slowly and met his gaze head-on. The temperature in my eyes was colder than a Siberian blizzard.
Stunned by my gaze, Sawyer's hand froze mid-air.
He had never seen Citrine like this before, nor had anyone else. In their presence, Citrine was always obedient and weak-kneed.
Seeing this, Jeanette sobbed even harder, whimpering delicately, "Dad, don't blame Sister, it's all my fault... Please, Sister, don't hate me..."
Seeing his beloved daughter being wronged, Sawyer was further enraged. He grabbed my wrist, shoved me roughly, and roared, "Apologize! You ungrateful wretch!"
I stared at Jeanette's hypocritical performance, and approached her step by step.
The Iversons visibly relaxed as they thought I would not resist anymore. And Jeanette's eyes also gleamed with barely concealed smugness.
I knew everyone thought I would kneel down in tears and beg for forgiveness, just like before, but...
Slap!
A deafening, crisp crack echoed through the room as my palm slammed fiercely against Jeanette’s face!
I mustered almost all my strength. Her left cheek instantly swelled up.
In an instant, the entire VIP ward fell into a deathly silence. Every face in the room froze in absolute shock.